Sometimes I think I missed my calling as a house re-arranger. The neuro spicy part of my brain questions and questions and questions...

I have not slept in months. It got so bad that I made an appointment with a sleep doctor There were nights I laid awake until 4 am...

I did not have a happy childhood. I was never allowed to just exist. I was never enough. {even worse, the goal post constantly moved. I...